Posts Tagged ‘worship’

Excellence or Authenticity?

// February 27th, 2010 // No Comments » // Church Life

I’ve written a lot about the importance of excellence in the Church on this blog before.  I believe it’s important to do things in a way that communicates that we value what we are doing, we value those we are ministering to, and most of all we value the God we are worshiping.  However, I also believe that there is a higher ideal that we must pursue without forsaking excellence.

Authenticity.

Boiled down to it’s root, authenticity is about truthfullness.  It’s about not concealing reality behind a veil of mystery and false piety.  It’s about letting the seams show a little as if to say, “this was made by human beings, not by a machine.”  It’s about celebrating the risk over the result to the point of being willing to celebrate failure as a true sign of a big risk that has been courageously taken.  This is not something we traditionally do well.

The church growth and seeker sensitive movement has produced mixed results.  Churches have certainly grown, which I believe is almost always a good thing.  However, I think we’re all in danger of placing pragmatism and professionalism in a place of greater importance than Spirit-led, Christ-centered authenticity.

Here’s the thing:  our culture values authenticity over spit-polish any day.  I think we are about to see a wave of reactions against the auto-tuned, over produced, over sold, over hyped mainstream music and film industry.  I think people are sick of the trite and begging for the real.  And isn’t this something Jesus-followers should be experts in?  We of all people should get the fact that we are all broken, that the greatness in mankind is only an imperfect image of a perfect God.  Aren’t we the ones that get to “boast in our weakness”?

Several months ago during our Sunday morning worship set a mistake was made.  Our guitarist (who rarely makes mistakes on his instrument) began the song in the wrong key.  It was awful and impossible to ignore.  Most people would have made an adjustment and tried to stumble forward acting like it had never happened.  But, instead of doing that he stopped playing, waved at the congregation and said something like “Thanks very much, everyone!  That was me over here.”  It was a beautiful moment.

What was beautiful about it was that a sigh of relief went through the room as if to say, “Oh, thank God.  We can make mistakes here and it’s ok.”

I find that in most churches the opposite is true.  Performance mistakes are highly criticized and covered up.  Sermons are memorized, worship is auto-tuned, every moment choreographed.  No mistakes.

But “no mistakes” isn’t realistic for most of us and we need to see that reflected in our churches.

I believe that at some point every leader, and every local church is faced with a decision.  They will have to make a choice between becoming more excellent and polished or becoming more authentic and real.  At some point, one will directly compete with the other.

Again, this doesn’t mean that we can say excellence doesn’t matter because it really, really does.  It just isn’t the ultimate value because in the end it’s authenticity that will connect with people.

Incidentally, this gives the small church (with a small budget, and few people resources) some hope.  You can overcome a LOT of in-excellence with extra doses of authenticity.  If you don’t have a good worship band, or your building is old, or your preaching is boring, you can overcome a lot of those things by hammering authenticity and relationships.

People will say, “Yeah his preaching isn’t that great but he’s so REAL.” or “The music isn’t that great, but there is so much love and acceptance there that I can’t help but go back every week.”  When people say those kinds of things they are making value statements.  They are saying that excellence is important to them, but what really matters MOST to them is authenticity.  Authenticity doesn’t require money.  It doesn’t require a lot of people.  All it requires is grace, which is the one thing the Church has in great supply no matter how small.

The Clap Offering

// September 9th, 2009 // 11 Comments » // Church Life, Humor

clappingI grew up in a church that did “modern” worship before it was cool. Granted, what we did wasn’t exactly Hillsongs United, but it did involve an overhead projector and a PA system. It was the 7-11 approach to worship music. 7 words, sung 11 times. Remember “I Exalt Thee”?

A lot of things have changed since then, but one thing has not.

The Clap Offering.

When the worship band finishes a song it never feels like it should end.  We never know quite what to do with our hands during that moment.  If we were attending a performance, we would clap for the band during that awkward dead air.  It’s what we do at rock shows.  We congratulate the band on a good performance by clapping.  Or, alternatively, we clap for the performers to make them feel better about a bad performance, as is the case at your daughter’s dance recitals.

But at church we aren’t supposed to be performing.  Yet, we feel this compulsion to clap.  We can’t help it.  We find ourselves clapping, then realize we can’t clap for the band so someone will shout “Let’s give a clap offering to the Lord! Hurray!”

Uhhh… whah?  I’m no Jesus, but I don’t know how impressed He’ll be by my sacrificial slapping of skin together.  Or does Jesus really appreciate a good clap?  Does it make Him feel better about Himself when I say, “Way to go, Jesus.  Nice job.”?

And, I’m confused.  What makes a good clap offering?  What’s the difference between one that may be “acceptible to the Lord only because of grace” and one that He really likes?  How would the apostle Paul clap?  Is there a clap offering technique to be practiced?  What if I do the cheerleader clap with both palms cupped and hitting together?

Do I get extra “points” for the over-the-head, rock-n-roll front man clap while bobbing my head?  What if I turn to the audience and start waving my hands up and down, palms up saying “give it up!  give it up!  A clap offering.  give it up!  give it up!”  I may not be clapping myself, but I am releasing others into their clap callings per Ephesians 4:11-12.

What about the slow, yet building faster and louder clap?  It’s more dramatic, does that make it better?  You can combine this one with a standing ovation and a knowing nod to your neighbors too.  Very versatile.

Or the famous golf clap?  It’s soft, yet respectful.

What if I lost both my palms in a terrible handball accident and all I can do is snap my fingers?  Is the “snap offering” a reasonable, if inferior, substitute for the clap offering?  They say that when you lose one sense, the others intensify.  I bet there are some palmless people out there that can really snap like the dickens.  Should they be excluded?

This gets really confusing when someone does a “special”.  Even if the special involves a mime, silver spandex, inflated gold balloons, and Twila Paris’ “God Is in Control”; we still feel the need to clap.  But now we are really confused because this seemed like more of a performance because everyone was sitting down and the mime is the pastor, but we still don’t think we are really allowed to clap for someone other than Jesus.  So we clap, but maybe we gaze up at heaven thoughtfully or season our clapping with a few “Amens” and “Hallelujahs” to perhaps deflect some of the clapping toward heaven nonetheless.

Or maybe it’s not the clap, but the heart behind the clap that matters.

Worship, Brokenness and the Roar of Church Mice

// May 6th, 2009 // 4 Comments » // Christian Living

I had a peculiar experience today in a worship service.  First, there was a normal worship set with music played by a competent band with a competent worship leader through a more than competent audio system into a room with competent acoustics.  The music was “right”.  The sound was “right”.  The lighting was “right”.  The worship leader led strongly without getting in the way.  Nobody in the band seemed overly concerned with performing but genuinely wanted to help aid us in worshiping Jesus.  I have no criticisms at all.

What was peculiar to me was what happened at the end.  The set ended, the lights went out, the band mostly left the stage, and a large group of men came up on the stage.  It was a choir made up of about 15 or so men from a local Teen Challenge camp.  In case you don’t know, Teen Challenge is a Christ-centered drug rehab program begun by David Wilkerson many years ago.  This choir was primarily made up of men who are former drug addicts.

It doesn't have to be loud to be fierce.

They sang one song.  I don’t remember the song.  I do remember the worship. And that one song, sung by those broken men, blew me away.  Spiritually speaking, there is a peculiar “sound” to the worship that comes from people who know what it means to be broken.  People who have a deep sense of the magnitude of the debt that was paid for them.  It’s the sound of worship that is not self-seeking, self-exalting or self-aware.  It is Christ-seeking, Christ-exalting, and Christ-aware.  It’s raw and it’s real.

This moment today took me back to the days when I was volunteering years ago in a similar ministry in Britain.  I remember the first time I worshiped while standing in the middle of a crowd of broken men singing to Jesus at the top of their lungs.  It sounded different than any worship I had heard up until that moment and my concept of what worship is changed right there.

I knew right in that moment that the quality of worship for me would never again be measured by what it looks like, how competent it seems, how bold or strong it is, or how loud it is sung (if sung at all).

I spoke to a young man this week who worships much the same way, only he’s quiet and often overlooked by the competent people.  I felt inspired by God to tell him,

“You may think your life and worship is like the squeaking of a church mouse, but in heaven it is like the roaring of a lion.”

I don’t hear the “lion’s roar” often enough.  Either it’s not there like it should be, or I’m not listening. I think the Church needs to make room for the squeaking church mice, and the broken ones.  I think if we don’t, we will soon forget what unsynthesized and unsanitized worship sounds like.

Uncovering the Image of God in Creativity

// May 4th, 2009 // No Comments » // Christian Living, Video

I discovered a cool new blog today, and consequently this TED Talks video. This is author Elizabeth Gilbert talking about the source of our creativity, that denying that there is a “divine source” to our creativity actually stifles the creative mind of the artist and may be at the heart of why so many of our most talented artists have self-destructed.

Obviously, this is not coming from anywhere close to a Biblical world view. However, I think the application here is obvious.

I loved what she said at the end about the performer who “transcends” in the moment as though there is something (Someone…) divine being displayed through that person. My opinion: Art for the Christian ultimately is about uncovering the image of God in us, and then displaying it in such a way that God is glorified and the artist is all but unnoticed. The artist (Christian or otherwise) feels angst when he/she gets confused about who gets glory.

I would love to hear your reactions in the comments.

Rocking Spring Folly 09

// May 3rd, 2009 // 4 Comments » // Music, Video

We got a last minute opportunity to play at the annual outdoor festival in Kernersville called “Spring Folly”.  I took a quick video from my camera.  I was trying to keep track of my 3 kids at the same time (Heather was singing) so the video is cut short and the quality isn’t as good as what you’d get with a video camera.

Next year we’ll get a proper video camera out there, but this will give you a taste.

I’m just so proud of our band that I wanted to share the love.  Thanks to Jessica Cotten and the band for pulling it together on such short notice and managing to be yourselves up there.

Rock on. Love you guys.


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